I love reading. It's ironic too, because I have a very vivid memory of being in kindergarten, sitting in a circle on the floor and having to read outloud for the first time. I remember thinking "I HATE this. I HATE reading and I'll NEVER do this for fun." It's just occurred to me though, that it was probably more the public speaking that I hated than the actual reading.
And if it was the reading I hated, I quickly got over that feeling because I remember spending many a summer's day laying on my bed, engrossed in a book for the entire day. Or hiding under my covers with a flashlight and reading way into the night, like 11:00pm or something. I still can't go to sleep without at least opening a book, even if I'm so tired that I read the same paragraph three times before finally giving up.
I just love books! And it seems like I'm always finding more that I want to read. I swear, I must have a list of about 30 books that I want to read. And that doesn't include the ones I want to go back and RE-read. I just have found so many good authors and stories lately that I want to experience them again, and make sure I didn't miss anything. It's a sad dilemma, I know, when my biggest quandry of the day is what book I'm going to read next. Like right now, for instance, I have one that a co-worker loaned me. And the polite thing to do would be to read it next and get it back to her as soon as possible. Yet, I've gotten a couple other books recently that I really want to read. But since they are either part of a series, or 800+ pages long, I suppose I'll read the other one first. I better go get started!
Happy Reading!
Monday, September 24, 2007
Friday, September 21, 2007
I Survived
Phew. I survived that crazy week, but just barely. I knew it would all work itself out but it was just a bit overwhelming to have it all on the horizon. A quick recap of how it all played out (as much as I can remember, that is):
Tuesday - Stayed home before work, did all the laundry, figured out menus, made shopping lists, went to work and blathered about how crazy things were going to be.
Wednesday - Hubby ended up getting home before Sam's asssessment, but Miss Z was still napping. I took Sam for his asssessment, he had an unprecedented attack of shyness, but managed to cooperate eventually. After that, we spent several hours doing errands: grocery shopping, buying birthday presents, acquiring soccer paraphanalia. Hubby's friend Nick called at 9:45pm to touch base about getting together.
Thursday - Cleaned house, prepped stuff for dinner, then took Sam to soccer. N & R arrived shortly before I got home from soccer so the timing working out great. We had a very nice evening - great food, good company, fabulous sangria - I really liked Rattana and understood most of what she said.
Friday - Tidied up the house, made a big pot of marinara sauce for dinner, baked Zoe's cake, got Sam ready for his first day of school, went to school with him (SO much fun; heart-wrenching but fun...I was so hugenormously proud of him I almost burst!), decorated Zoe's cake, got dinner ready for our 10 guests.
Off to school
Concentrating very hard on his self-portrait
Zoe's kitty cake
The Birthday Girl
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
My Reasons for Living
My two babies, eating breakfast the other day.
They must have been half -starved to look this happy about a bowl of cereal.
Teetering on the Edge
I'm really feeling like I want to just crawl in bed until at least next Monday. This week is going to be hideously busy and I just don't know how I'm going to get everything accomplished. And it's not even stuff that I can postpone, neglect or ignore. Here's what my week looks like in a glimpse:
Tuesday - Work 3-11:30pm
Wednesday - Sam's kindergarten assessment 2:30-3:30pm
Thursday - Zoe's birthday, Sam's 1st soccer practice 4-5pm, Nick & Rattana visiting from Maine
Friday - Sam's first day of kindergarten, Zoe's party/dinner with family
Saturday - Neighbor Maddie's birthday party 12:00pm, work 3-11:30pm
Ok, so that doesn't look too scary or overwhelming in writing. And if it all just magically happened with no preparation, forethought or planning required, then it wouldn't be so bad. But it's all the details that have to happen surrounding those events. So let me revise and show you the small print:
Tuesday - Work 3-11:30pm - Having already worked Monday night until 11:30pm and then stopped at the grocery store for a little shopping after work, I'm already tired. Today is seemingly an "easy" day, but it's really not. See, my house is a disaster, the laundry is piling up and it's raining. You might not think that rain would be a problem, but it is. It's a problem because IT KEEPS SAM INSIDE. Today is hard because it's too early to do any cooking/baking for the back-to-back dinners I'll need to cook on Thursday & Friday. I'd consider going shopping for said dinners except I have no idea yet what's on the menu.
Wednesday - Sam's kindergarten assessment 2:30-3:30pm - Hubby was originally going to go with me for this appointment, which is why I made it in the afternoon, but now he says he doesn't want to ditch out of work early. So that means I potentially have to wake Little Sister up and take her to the appt by myself. When I really want to be focusing on Sam and his impending education, I'll probably be chasing Sis around, keeping her from destroying things.
Thursday - Zoe's birthday, Sam's 1st soccer practice 4-5pm, Nick & Rattana visiting from Maine - This is the day the poo hits the fan. Hubby's friend Nick is in town from Maine, along with his wife, and they are to come to dinner. SO....that means I'll need to clean the house, and figure out what's for dinner. Nick is a good cook so I feel the need to prepare something other than chicken nuggets or hotdogs. It's also Zoe's birthday and though we're not officially celebrating until Friday, I want to do something a little special with her on this day. No ideas though. In the midst of all this, Sam's first soccer practice is at 4pm. RIGHT when I need to be getting dinner going. I hear you suggesting "Why doesn't Hubby take him?" Hmm. Well, yes that would be nice, but considering I don't really know Nick all that well and his Thai wife at all, it makes more sense for him to stay home and entertain them while I play Soccer Mom. (I'm secretly hoping that maybe Nick will lose our phone number, or something will come up that will prevent him from visiting. Nothing personal, I'm just slammed this week.)
Friday - Sam's first day of kindergarten, Zoe's party/dinner with family - This is the day my little man starts school and the parents are invited to stay for all or part of that first day and dang it, I'm going to. MIL is going to come up early and stay with Sissy so I can participate in this milestone with Sam. Of course, he doesn't get out of school until 3:30pm so then I'll need to rush home and get dinner ready for the party/dinner with my family and Hubby's parents. Oh, and at some point I'll need to bake and decorate Zoe's kitty cake. And get a minute alone to shop and buy her some presents.
Saturday - Neighbor Maddie's birthday party 12:00pm, work 3-11:30pm - Neighbor Melissa specifically planned the party for noon so that we could come before work. It'll be nice and since we're the only people invited, we should go. So, I need to find a present for Maddie too. Although that should be easy. It's just finding the time.
All of this on top of the usual kid care & entertaining, house cleaning, laundry, bill paying, meal-planning, hair-pulling, teeth-gnashing, breathing, peeing and minimal sleeping that is part of my daily life.
Do you see my dilemma? If I clean too early, it'll all be for naught, because approximately 12 minutes after I clean something, it's dirty again. If I wait too long, it may not get done and then my house will look like it does now. And it frightens ME so I know it would frighten guests. And I'm afraid that if my house is in too much disarray when my mother comes on Friday, that I may let loose on her and tell her what I think of her perpetual negativity and unsolicited opinions. I'm already formulating my response to her inevitable commentary on the state of my carpet.
I need to shop - for food, for birthday presents, for soccer shin guards and socks. I need to clean and do laundry. I need to focus on my baby's 2nd birthday and my son's first day of school.
And for Pete's sake, I need to watch tennis. It's the 2nd week of the US Open!
Tuesday - Work 3-11:30pm
Wednesday - Sam's kindergarten assessment 2:30-3:30pm
Thursday - Zoe's birthday, Sam's 1st soccer practice 4-5pm, Nick & Rattana visiting from Maine
Friday - Sam's first day of kindergarten, Zoe's party/dinner with family
Saturday - Neighbor Maddie's birthday party 12:00pm, work 3-11:30pm
Ok, so that doesn't look too scary or overwhelming in writing. And if it all just magically happened with no preparation, forethought or planning required, then it wouldn't be so bad. But it's all the details that have to happen surrounding those events. So let me revise and show you the small print:
Tuesday - Work 3-11:30pm - Having already worked Monday night until 11:30pm and then stopped at the grocery store for a little shopping after work, I'm already tired. Today is seemingly an "easy" day, but it's really not. See, my house is a disaster, the laundry is piling up and it's raining. You might not think that rain would be a problem, but it is. It's a problem because IT KEEPS SAM INSIDE. Today is hard because it's too early to do any cooking/baking for the back-to-back dinners I'll need to cook on Thursday & Friday. I'd consider going shopping for said dinners except I have no idea yet what's on the menu.
Wednesday - Sam's kindergarten assessment 2:30-3:30pm - Hubby was originally going to go with me for this appointment, which is why I made it in the afternoon, but now he says he doesn't want to ditch out of work early. So that means I potentially have to wake Little Sister up and take her to the appt by myself. When I really want to be focusing on Sam and his impending education, I'll probably be chasing Sis around, keeping her from destroying things.
Thursday - Zoe's birthday, Sam's 1st soccer practice 4-5pm, Nick & Rattana visiting from Maine - This is the day the poo hits the fan. Hubby's friend Nick is in town from Maine, along with his wife, and they are to come to dinner. SO....that means I'll need to clean the house, and figure out what's for dinner. Nick is a good cook so I feel the need to prepare something other than chicken nuggets or hotdogs. It's also Zoe's birthday and though we're not officially celebrating until Friday, I want to do something a little special with her on this day. No ideas though. In the midst of all this, Sam's first soccer practice is at 4pm. RIGHT when I need to be getting dinner going. I hear you suggesting "Why doesn't Hubby take him?" Hmm. Well, yes that would be nice, but considering I don't really know Nick all that well and his Thai wife at all, it makes more sense for him to stay home and entertain them while I play Soccer Mom. (I'm secretly hoping that maybe Nick will lose our phone number, or something will come up that will prevent him from visiting. Nothing personal, I'm just slammed this week.)
Friday - Sam's first day of kindergarten, Zoe's party/dinner with family - This is the day my little man starts school and the parents are invited to stay for all or part of that first day and dang it, I'm going to. MIL is going to come up early and stay with Sissy so I can participate in this milestone with Sam. Of course, he doesn't get out of school until 3:30pm so then I'll need to rush home and get dinner ready for the party/dinner with my family and Hubby's parents. Oh, and at some point I'll need to bake and decorate Zoe's kitty cake. And get a minute alone to shop and buy her some presents.
Saturday - Neighbor Maddie's birthday party 12:00pm, work 3-11:30pm - Neighbor Melissa specifically planned the party for noon so that we could come before work. It'll be nice and since we're the only people invited, we should go. So, I need to find a present for Maddie too. Although that should be easy. It's just finding the time.
All of this on top of the usual kid care & entertaining, house cleaning, laundry, bill paying, meal-planning, hair-pulling, teeth-gnashing, breathing, peeing and minimal sleeping that is part of my daily life.
Do you see my dilemma? If I clean too early, it'll all be for naught, because approximately 12 minutes after I clean something, it's dirty again. If I wait too long, it may not get done and then my house will look like it does now. And it frightens ME so I know it would frighten guests. And I'm afraid that if my house is in too much disarray when my mother comes on Friday, that I may let loose on her and tell her what I think of her perpetual negativity and unsolicited opinions. I'm already formulating my response to her inevitable commentary on the state of my carpet.
I need to shop - for food, for birthday presents, for soccer shin guards and socks. I need to clean and do laundry. I need to focus on my baby's 2nd birthday and my son's first day of school.
And for Pete's sake, I need to watch tennis. It's the 2nd week of the US Open!
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